The PAIN of being IN LOVE! :x

i have shed so many tears

i have felt too much pain

i have been so lonely..

but never once in my mind came

that i must give up and let go!

yes i thank GOD for everything

for the pain

for the tears

for the loneliness

i have learned a lot, thanks to HIM!

i never expected thing would go this way,

i have fought for my love..

i have fought to save my love!

sometimes i question GOD,

why me?

why now?

from my heart

i hope and pray or shall

i say BEG?

i beg to God that i hope

this relationship would be saved!

3rd! :)

[on our 3rd month]

AGAIN.. i thank God for giving us another month!
i am truly blessed to have him in my life,
yes three months is quite early but i know
it doesn't matter how long you two have been
together what matters most is the two of you! :D

hon. every month is memorable
thanks for your gift love it <3>

♫♪ MUSiC..

As a "TEENAGER" people is expecting me

to be in love with RNB songs or 2010 Hits

but sorry to disappoint them :))

b'coz im so into OLD SONGS. hahaha

like; eric clapton songs or bread

though some teenagers now find it so "gross"

in fact they can help me relax my mind

or listening to old instrumental songs.

i find them so nice, and it brings back

the memories of my grandfather :)

i know he is in heaven right now and i miss him.

and my father also love this kind of songs

we use to sing this when i was in the Philippines

and my mom will shout "GOSH WHAT A SONGS?"

haha i so miss being with them, i wanna go home.

Listening to old songs brings back a lot of memories :)

and its also good to hear it wont break my ear drum haha

though i also love RNB songs but there are times you

choose OLD SONGS rather than RNB :)

♥'s MONTH! (:

VALENTiNES DAY..

(--HEARTS [♥] MONTH--)

yea. its ♥'s months already..

a month of J.O.Y

a month of L.O.V.E

a month of H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S

i always loved ♥'s month,

its not just about L.O.V.E.R.S

am i right? (:

it's all about everybody..

♥ friends

♥ lovers

♥ family

though my close friends and family

are not here my ♥ month is still complete

because of this simple guy who have

occupied my whole heart [♥].. :D

a young guy who always makes my heart

bit faster and faster every time he is near!

i know this month would me very

"memorable" for me, and i think its also

nice to celebrate my 1st ♥ month in sabah

its also chinese new year here! :)

im looking forward on a memorable ♥ month! :)

FAMiLY..

i thank God for being so good to me..

giving me this kind of family,

a mother who is my girlfriend,

a father who is my boyfriend, and

a sister who is my best friend..

i may have done a lot of mistakes in life

but never in the page of my life that this

people had left me, others may have turn

their back but them "NEVER".. :)

i miss them so much, every night i'm away

i haven't slept without thinking about them,

i am very blessed to have them, thank God!