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THIS WORD IS DRIVING ME INSANE

Today is Sunday March 25, 2010

last day for the so called STUDY BREAK

for sure not all of the students have studied

i tried my best to open my notes and read

of course i give my best shot to STUDY.

with the fever, this tonsillitis T_T

i just wanna cry and go home and stop studying

but i have to ignore the pain and study

i admit i am not that ready for the exam.

IM SCARED IN FACT...

wish all the ATi Students Good Luck

HAPPY SUNDAY BLOGGERS :)

THE SLIPPERS I LOVE :)

♥ banana peel

♥ havaianas

♥ ipanema

♥ sketchers

♥ dupe

[no new pictures of my new slippers]

[no pictures of some slip

pers]

i have been buying this stuffs since i was 1st year college

back in the Philippines, i really love them. its a luxury i know

but i can't help my self but buy those things but when i

arrive here in KK good thing i moved on haha :)))

i just ask my mom to buy me one in the Philippines :D

♥ PRICES

♥

Banana Peel -- 80 to 90 PHP

Havaianas -- 2060 PHP

Ipanema -- (1) 2999 PHP

(2) 2689 PHP

[ i forgot some prices b'coz i didn't bought my mom did]

im planning to collect more in the right time :)

when i have my own money to buy this things

because its a luxury not a necessity.

BUT I

♥ THEM ALL! :))

What am I supposed to do when

the best part of me was always you?

it was always you and will always be you

yes, we do fight a lot but i still ♥ you so much.

i might disappoint you sometimes and you as well

but i really don't have any idea why were still here?

trying to work things out, trying very hard to be okay.

i appreciate all the efforts and i'm happy to have you.

just remember that someday it might all work out

like what we planned it to be, just have faith honey :))

thank you for staying and loving me constantly,

someday we will tell the world that we made it

even if there are a lot of hindrance but still were here,

STANDING STRONG AND STILL HAPPY TOGETHER.

never ever give up because we don't know maybe

in the future our dreams and plans might all come true.

ill always be here for you, all the way i promise.

i wont get tired of supporting you, cheering you up

and making you feel so amazing :) i love you so much.

stay the same honey ko :) GOD BLESS US. ♥

YOU AND ME HONEY ♥

Earingssss.. :>

i miss wearing those things,

but too bad i really need to take them off.

some friends are against it. its not formal :)

and my dad calls me "PuNk" haha

my mom calls me "LeSbIaN" gross

and WORST OF ALL

my grandma told "IM IN DRUGS"

buwahahahaha :))

because a formal girl wont do it

THEY SAID :))

so, to stop them from insulting me :)) haha

i took them all of. And i didn't regret it anyway

i even thank them for that.

and its also hard to clean it everyday

kinda lazy doing it hahaha

SUMMER iN SABAH..

OH SUMMER!

YEA :) summer is here but the saddest part

"I CANT GO HOME TO THE PHILIPPINES"

i am looking forward of a wonderful summer.

i will be staying here ALONE while some of the

international students are going home. huhu

BUT.. i know i should try the summer here first

before judging, i think ill have fun. HOPING! :))

ill try to spend my time with some of my local friends,

i think it would be okay. :D

though im missing my family.

OH SUMMER!

i just can't stop thinking of you.

but i wont be with you.

Not like in the Philippines, me and my family or

friends will surely have fun. Sometimes we go to a

famous resorts or go somewhere. I will just continue

enjoying my stay here in Kota Kinabalu.

I'll be looking forward and of course pray :)

that boredom wont strike by the time im

ALONE because for sure ill go insane :D

HAPPY SUMMER BLOGGERS. :]

The PAIN of being IN LOVE! :x

i have shed so many tears

i have felt too much pain

i have been so lonely..

but never once in my mind came

that i must give up and let go!

yes i thank GOD for everything

for the pain

for the tears

for the loneliness

i have learned a lot, thanks to HIM!

i never expected thing would go this way,

i have fought for my love..

i have fought to save my love!

sometimes i question GOD,

why me?

why now?

from my heart

i hope and pray or shall

i say BEG?

i beg to God that i hope

this relationship would be saved!

3rd! :)

[on our 3rd month]

AGAIN.. i thank God for giving us another month!
i am truly blessed to have him in my life,
yes three months is quite early but i know
it doesn't matter how long you two have been
together what matters most is the two of you! :D

hon. every month is memorable
thanks for your gift love it <3>

♫♪ MUSiC..

As a "TEENAGER" people is expecting me

to be in love with RNB songs or 2010 Hits

but sorry to disappoint them :))

b'coz im so into OLD SONGS. hahaha

like; eric clapton songs or bread

though some teenagers now find it so "gross"

in fact they can help me relax my mind

or listening to old instrumental songs.

i find them so nice, and it brings back

the memories of my grandfather :)

i know he is in heaven right now and i miss him.

and my father also love this kind of songs

we use to sing this when i was in the Philippines

and my mom will shout "GOSH WHAT A SONGS?"

haha i so miss being with them, i wanna go home.

Listening to old songs brings back a lot of memories :)

and its also good to hear it wont break my ear drum haha

though i also love RNB songs but there are times you

choose OLD SONGS rather than RNB :)

♥'s MONTH! (:

VALENTiNES DAY..

(--HEARTS [♥] MONTH--)

yea. its ♥'s months already..

a month of J.O.Y

a month of L.O.V.E

a month of H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S

i always loved ♥'s month,

its not just about L.O.V.E.R.S

am i right? (:

it's all about everybody..

♥ friends

♥ lovers

♥ family

though my close friends and family

are not here my ♥ month is still complete

because of this simple guy who have

occupied my whole heart [♥].. :D

a young guy who always makes my heart

bit faster and faster every time he is near!

i know this month would me very

"memorable" for me, and i think its also

nice to celebrate my 1st ♥ month in sabah

its also chinese new year here! :)

im looking forward on a memorable ♥ month! :)

FAMiLY..

i thank God for being so good to me..

giving me this kind of family,

a mother who is my girlfriend,

a father who is my boyfriend, and

a sister who is my best friend..

i may have done a lot of mistakes in life

but never in the page of my life that this

people had left me, others may have turn

their back but them "NEVER".. :)

i miss them so much, every night i'm away

i haven't slept without thinking about them,

i am very blessed to have them, thank God!

SAD DAY! [.sigh.]

so MY TODAY is so B.A.D!!!!!!

im so pissed, i really shout and cry

this day really sucks..

why ME? why ME? so confused!

sometimes, i just wish to be with my friends

coz their are just some people who are

totally " INSENSITIVE"...

i really wanna cry so hard! :(

stop being like this, cant take it any longer!

MY OTHER HALF..

her name is Reyna Lou P. Jusay

my beloved sister and a friend! :)

she is still 7 years old, though our gap

is 10 years we are still very close..

i never thought i'd still have a sister,

imagine? for 10 years I've been alone..

i really thank God for her, im so blessed!

she is a very sweet sister, very supportive,

she is supporting and cheering me up and

sometimes when i feel weak she is my inspiration,

her smile makes me inspire more and work more!

i love you sis! :)

BESTFRiENDS! :)

true friends i found in Pagadian City! :)

[though we are not complete in this picture]

everywhere i go, they are still in my heart..

yes i met a lot of new people here,

but no one could ever replace them in my heart!

they are the kind of friends who will NEVER

as-in NEVER EVER try to stab me at the back..

they are not like the other people who are

just good to you when your'e facing them, so plastic.

we've been together for almost 7 years,

we've shared a lot of things, i love them so much!

they have been by my side through thick and thin,

i have learned a lot of things from them..

i am very happy to be blessed by friends like them

they are an all around friends, for me they are my:

lover, best friends, brothers, sisters and my family!

they are really one of a kind,

i cant imagine life without them,

they are the friends i really treasure much!

i really thank God for it..

BLESSED! :)

another happiness i found in sabah! (:

i keep on wondering..

why did i fell in love with him?

i don't even know the reason,

why i love him this much,

what i know is just i really love him

and he makes me happy..

at times i feel afraid,

afraid to be left all alone but thanks

to him he keeps on reminding me

he is just beside me as well as God,

honestly i feel so blessed despite of all

the things i have done in life

still God has given me this kind of

happiness that i have been looking for!

i just hope and pray to God

that this will last for a long long time,

if possible i don't want this to end! :)

love you so much!

HE iS MY.. *

[.epp, neep, honey, mahal, shubs.]

SCHOOL..

ASIAN TOURISM INTERNATIONAL COLLEGE

IN KOTA KINABLU, SABAH MALAYSIA

i wanna thank my dearest cousin

ROME RONELY CASTILLO

for introducing ATi College to me,

a beautiful school indeed! :)

The day i got my passport

about 5 years ago,

i promised to my self that the

first chop should be Malaysia

i never expected it would come true

and of course i was so happy..

living here in Malaysia is quite hard

especially with their language,

i can't easily talk to other people

and make friends but right now i feel okay

i already have friends Malaysians, Chinese

and Filipinos though at times i feel kinda out of place

but its really fine with me, i can handle it..

i am happy that im here in ATi College! (:

&& i am really loving Sabah, honestly..

REYNA LOVELY P. JUSAY

Name: Reyna Lovely P. Jusay

Nickname: Rena,Rina,Reiinabells

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Zodiac Year: Monkey

Birthday: August 12, 1992

Country: Philippines, Pagadian City

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